today iish jus another day for miie wakiie up same time stil feel tired nor. haiis hmmm but no choice lahs stil got to go work nor. siians hmm but today ii wakiie up liiao wanted to go bath all these den his dad was iin e bath room nor tink iish bathing lahs den ii wen back to e room and lie dwn awhile lahs den abt 5 mins later ii walk out again his dad iish not yet came out nor den ii sit iin e living room and wait lor den hiis mum jiu knock on e door ask uncle to be fast nor haha hmm bath le prepare liiao den off to work hmmm siians heng e sun iish not tt hot for today lahs hmmm okiie den satrt to work and work and work liiao lor hmm work was stil e same lahs nv change at home lor hmm today lunch tiime wen to 1010 and eat lor wat fish soup today haha hmm den back to office again nor quarrel wiif bb e whole day and haiis start to feel tt he iish note reail can trust ani more hmm seems lik he got tins hidding fro miie lik tt feel so sad abt iit but wat ii can do siians wat ever lahs to CH left earli den ii was alone doing miius tiins finish liiao cai left e office nearly gg to reach 7 liiao le wanted to go to town wiif val den but she at her BF house wan bf dun wan miie nor sob sob and she had forgotten tt ii did meet her sigh.den ii took 87 bus home lor den ii waited damn damn damn long till lik finally den cai come nor. haiis siians on e way back home ii beri tired lor nap iin e bus hmm till ii reach busstop liiao den walk back home from punggol park ii feel suddenly so sad lik tt and lik got so mani pro now haiis and miius mind jus went off blank hmm anw ii reach home jiejie was at home oready liiao le den she brg snacks for miie cos ii was not hungry at all hmm iin office eat one small pau den not hungry liiao le haha hmm den reach home straight away went to bath room cos ii nearly cry out iinfront of miius sis nor haiis dun wish to let her worry lahs den went to bath all these ii divert all miius calls cos ii din wan ani one to find miie LUN and VAL cal miius house lor den ask jiejie say ii not at home lahs all these den val cal den ii act lik jiejie de voice lor haah den jiu hung up liiao haha den start to use com den around 10 plus saw LUN online lahs den suddenly miius msn disconnect liiao den ii try signing in again cant so ii tink iish LUN sign iin miius contact bahs so iish okie den ii went to use hiis to sign in hiis msn nor hmm den ii saw dao he went to send tins to jobstreet so ii can beri beri beri confirm he din work at all from e start he had been lying to miie all e long ask miie to trust euu but wat euu giive miie iin e end!!! iish not ii wanna say break but do euu noe how deep e scar iish from now. ii tot tt ii can trust eu after e incident had been over and euu promiise miie tt eu will change and be a good person and be serious and look for a job till now den ii noe euu are lying after ii noe iit ii straight away cal LUn to cal miie and we quarrel over d phone ii sacre tt ii will disturb till miius father sleeps so ii went dwn to e park and speak but ii cry all e way cos ii reail dunnoe wat his mind was tinking abt and ii dun even noe whyiie he must lie to miie hais he din speak ani word and ii went back home went iin to miius room liiao and started to watch tv den he call again chatted long but in e end stil e same ii cry till miius eyes also tired liiao beri tiring liiao so ii went to bed and din say ani word from den!!!bb