19/02/2009 THURSDAY
today wakiie up at round 7pls den went to bath first as jiejie was still sleeping away soundly. den after tt once ii am ready got miiuself prepare and ii went off first nowadays the weathe iish like freaking hot. while ii was waiting for the bus ii even can sweat wen ii jus bath finish. the sun was lik super big can!! hmmm reach office earli again for today. started to do miius tins and using com too wen over to had lunch at kovan again and der ish pasamalam so ii tot of coming after wrk so ii msg baby and asking hiim to meet miie tonite ater ii finish miius work. after everytin ish done off we headed back to office. started doin all the tins again ii got so angry wiif ch and diavd bec one of the customers invoice. haiis and ii reail felt tt tis work making miie piss off at times. haiis they wrk in actxus so manis years how the tins go on the shld noe instead of miie yet they stil got mistakie haiis. forget it wanted baby to come yet he din wan to come miie miie so mani stupid reason and we had a quarrel again haiis and we broke off jus lik tt so ii din not even msg hiim or wat. ii finish wrk meeting LAGONG to kovan and walk around once ii reach der liiao brother cal and asking miie to takie some stuffs dwn to tampines and pass it to hiim so after we walk finish the pasamalam we went back to hg mall and got mius tins and headed back home straight and ii got change and evertin and we cab dwn to tampines. once reach le tot of leaving the tins der and miie and val can go off first but who noe brother asking miie to sweap and mop the floor so asking val to help out too haha and we order MAC delivery for our dinner too after every tin ish done ish already 9 plus bro cab back home as for miie and val went over to CS and TM for a walk and bus back home. reach home chatted wiif hiim awhile and the tins din sovle and ii went to bed.tt a day ended..life iish so much meaningless to miie haiis ii got so much tins to FAN abt and ii feel lik giving miiuself a break but ii cant haiis hu willing to help miie haiis!!!
20/02/2009 FRIDAY
well ii wokiie up late today bec slept quite late last nite so ii got abit tired jiejie wakiie up and ii was already gg in to the bathroom and wanted to takie a showe but she say she wanna shower first so ii waited for her and wen she ish done iish mius turn after tt prepare and headed to work today abit late lahs but no choicie started everytin le and was lik so busy doung all the invoices all these making miie so restless haiis. lunch wen over to old airport and had lor mee and back to office carry on those work and was using internet to let the time passes fast abit. soon around 6 plus asking joe to send miie to hg mall since he iish gg to amk so he drop miie der and ii headed to takie miius tins and walk back home reach home was watching tv and den ii got so bored and ii din not noe wat to do and ii cab dwn and look for hiim once again ii fail miius words. all along ii feel l\ik wanna to break thes r/s but nv ii did iit izzi the time is not riite for miie all wat ii dunnoe lahs ii jus feel lik ii dun wish to stay at home tt all haiis so ii reach and we meet ii acc hiim to eat and we chatted abt the stuffs once again ii give hiim another chance the chance seems likes too mani bahs but ii reail dunnoe ii dunnoe whether is ii like hiim or wat haiis ii jus felt like ii am usless iin all miius R/S no one will be der jus to help miie. or can say ii dun wish ppl to help bahs but times ii stil a gal ii stil will cry ii stil will be upset abt the tins tt eu have been hurting miie eu told miie tt eu will trat miie nice after tt inciden but times and times agaiN Eu fail to do it so?? so whyiie am ii giving eu tons and tons of chances?? ii trying to save this R/S or can say every R/S ii wish to last ii wish to save iit but tins always dun go the way ii wanted iit to be. and went times come everytin go to and end!!!haiis ii reail dun wish tins to go this way so ii tot of giving hiim a chance and after thi chance iit will be the LAST ONE!!ii may be stronge in the outside but inside ii am stil weak at iit bec ii jus act like one!!! haiis after he eaten we walk back home and carry on to chat abt the tins till ii was too tired and ii give up. and fall aslp till ii wokie up and went to bath and watch tv and he went dwn to meet ALVIN and got back home around 12 plus and ii headed to bed soon after he came back!!!II NOE II AM USELESS AT EVERY SINGLE TINS!!!
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