Thursday, June 18, 2009

its been so long after i have blog. its been like 5days?? watever it is i will not blog as often as i do.
i am stil thinking abt u.everything was jus like ytd. why things ended up so fast? hais.why u jus left me wif all the memory instead of you being der tgh wif me. i reail hope that u are rite beside me now. i miss the way how u talk to me i miss the way how u hug me i miss the way how u kisses me. everything was jus on my mind. and my heart. why why u din give me a chance to settle everything? you know ho sad i am when u say all those to me?? do u know it?? i am been thinking and missing u after the day we last met? i have not have any news from u i did not ask ani one abt u i did not know how to speak to you. i jus wanted you to by my side. do you know? my tears are jus rolling dwn and dwn. i did try not to think abt u yes i did but jus i couldnt help thinking abt you. are you doing fine? how was work? how was life? w/o me now are you happy? i guess yes you are? i have been looking at ur pics and i believe u are happy when the first i know u? when the first we got tgh? why did u give me a chance? even if no chance why u given me a memory wif jus a shrt while? why cant u stay longer? u have been stayin der but why u choose to give up? do you know i miss u so so so much i am waiting for you.but i can tel u u nv know it. u will nv ever gonna know it. bec like u say we are no longer the same as before. i really miss the places that i had went tgh wif u. having late supper ,waiting for u to finish wor. and had supper tgh wif u and got to the places which i nv been too. all i wanted was you. i really hope that one day jus one day u will be back. i really cnnt stop myself missing. i hav been looking at ur pics again and again. WHEN ARE U COMING BACK???WHEN DEN WE CAN BE LIKE WE USE TO BE??i am trying to be stronge do you know that?? missing u was really so so hard. when ever or whr ever i am u will jus appear on my mind. do i really have a chance?? why god treat me this way? why why? asking u come and go off? why only when u left then i realise i fall for you? why am i so STUPID. you will nv know. I HATE MYSELF....
8:43 AM
你将会是我想要的幸福。
你和我之间的回忆将会是最美丽的。{♥}