Monday, June 22, 2009

today was trying to act busy but dunnoe why stil u came to my mind and again i tot of you once again why when i wanted to forget you you keep runing to my mind? hais izzi the more i want to forget you the more it will not mahs? hais after lunch i dun feel good bec i am asking myself again and again why izzi me and not others why izzi so unfair to me? why its me me me? hais. why. i jus wanted to be like we use to be why cant maintian it lehs? why u jus can pretend that we have nv happen ani tin before lehs why? hais why u need to treat me this way? when den u can talk to me face to face? when am i stil waiting for a chance or you want me to give up? i am so xin ku le lehs do you know that mahs? hais. i have been trying so damn hard to forget abt you forget everything but i jus cant the more i force myself doing it i jus cnnt take it? why why why.could everything just go back to normal days i really miss it lehs hais. please i beg you to come back and act as normal like how we use to be like. why things changes so fast within one night why lehs why izzi so? i dun know i cant find the reason? do u know how i feel know mahs?? huh do u know mahs? hais i am damn damn sad do u know that mahs...hais.. my heart broken broken and broken..zzzzz..sobs sobs..
9:24 AM
你将会是我想要的幸福。
你和我之间的回忆将会是最美丽的。{♥}